Hey lads,
I'm back, fitter than ever, richer than i was and dam happy.
I'm in the gym and beating lift weight before it all happend.
I got my road bike, i kicked ass at my 1st dualathon and came 2nd. Was a simple 5k run, 10k ride, 5k run.
I then went on to swim, the missies taught me as i was pretty crap.
We found out we were having a baby at start of decemeber.
Crimbo day was crap, family and stuff
We lost the baby new years eve and latter we split but i see my soon daily, she takes him to school i pick him up, alternat weekends as well. We get on still but shes set on her mind.
I put an out for a partner, someone to train with. No reply.
Got pulled into a speed daiting night and it was a laugh but the barmaid was more fun, turns out shes a PT and does tris.
So hey ho im +1 again, the g/f is into it, into me, pts me.
I did my 1st tri on the weekend and came 5th. I was so happy.
So all in all i've done okay.
Near death (well pretty much death) to total loss, regain, new blood, to absolut loss, gained my son fully, an understanding, won some races, pushing my self more than ever possible, found a new partner.
My advice, darkest moments are there for you to say sod it im going for it and going to have it.