i am in the medical profession and everyone deals with their illness in different ways and the anger phase is one of them. i have often seen on patient laugh and joke, while the chap in the next bed cannot even speak due to the thoughts going on in his head.
i'm sorry to hear about your terminal illness and hope that you are able to make the very most of your remaining years.
i for one, am fat but would still ride that low profile bike of your's.
albeit in the dark . .
ps everyone is entitled to their say on the internet and the ozzies are known for straight talking, so don't hold it against him - some of us might think what he has written but not many would actually say it!