silverclaws
Senior Retro Guru
Now I am wholly through my own perception I am not liked on these forums and very aware where I post I am not welcome, but that is my cross to bare, but tonight because I was trusting of someone who took an interest in retro bikes, I lost my one and only retro bike through believing in someone. I allowed the person to take a ride on my low end but much improved ’95 GT Timberline and he never came back.
Now a friend said prior to, this person had been in prison, but what does that mean, he is a bike thief or a tv licence evader? Does anyone see what I believe, those that end up in prison are not automatic criminals that should be shunned from society forever, for my belief is once punishment is served job done and with that I give people a chance.
But tonight it seems again I was wrong and with that so much time and effort wasted on trusting in people, and here I am beginning to understand people are rare to be trusted, perhaps it is best to treat everyone with suspicion and with that live in suspicion, for you understand with my way of thinking there is only black and white, anything in between requres a lot of time and effort and effort often wasted, a person can only take so much.
Do you understand I am blaming myself, me and the way I think more than that which took my machine, for once again I have been shafted through my own screwed up perception of people.
But having been diagnosed with asperger's syndrome, perhaps that is my lot in life, I will, forever be screwed over by the savvy, for I don't have the ability to see the dishonest in life and do you know what, given how many times I have been screwed over by so called caring organisations, is it any wonder I am so negative and to think I once served my country in it’s trade expeditions via war, but I like the unemployed decorated professor of history down the road who is also unemployed, forgotten and treated as though he were scum, this country forgets oh so quick when people are no longer useful.
I have been robbed through trusting in humanity, but do you know what is worse, I can't feel anything, my pride and joy has gone, stolen by someone I trusted in and I feel nothing so I come here at last to say I no longer belong to this website as I have no bike, let alone a retro bike. As it is I am under threat from bailiffs for what I dispute but can't pay and now my landlord is causing problems in that they want more rent, I am looking at homelessness and that for a middle aged single male is severe in this crap hole country people only discover is such when they are at the bottom as all these safety nets the populace believe in, are simply not there.
But in retrospect I am aware I annoy people here, so it is best I go, I don't belong here anymore and have no say.
But in finality to tiboltrider, I am still very much enamoured by your generosity, but although it pains me so much, I cannot complete my promise to you.
Now a friend said prior to, this person had been in prison, but what does that mean, he is a bike thief or a tv licence evader? Does anyone see what I believe, those that end up in prison are not automatic criminals that should be shunned from society forever, for my belief is once punishment is served job done and with that I give people a chance.
But tonight it seems again I was wrong and with that so much time and effort wasted on trusting in people, and here I am beginning to understand people are rare to be trusted, perhaps it is best to treat everyone with suspicion and with that live in suspicion, for you understand with my way of thinking there is only black and white, anything in between requres a lot of time and effort and effort often wasted, a person can only take so much.
Do you understand I am blaming myself, me and the way I think more than that which took my machine, for once again I have been shafted through my own screwed up perception of people.
But having been diagnosed with asperger's syndrome, perhaps that is my lot in life, I will, forever be screwed over by the savvy, for I don't have the ability to see the dishonest in life and do you know what, given how many times I have been screwed over by so called caring organisations, is it any wonder I am so negative and to think I once served my country in it’s trade expeditions via war, but I like the unemployed decorated professor of history down the road who is also unemployed, forgotten and treated as though he were scum, this country forgets oh so quick when people are no longer useful.
I have been robbed through trusting in humanity, but do you know what is worse, I can't feel anything, my pride and joy has gone, stolen by someone I trusted in and I feel nothing so I come here at last to say I no longer belong to this website as I have no bike, let alone a retro bike. As it is I am under threat from bailiffs for what I dispute but can't pay and now my landlord is causing problems in that they want more rent, I am looking at homelessness and that for a middle aged single male is severe in this crap hole country people only discover is such when they are at the bottom as all these safety nets the populace believe in, are simply not there.
But in retrospect I am aware I annoy people here, so it is best I go, I don't belong here anymore and have no say.
But in finality to tiboltrider, I am still very much enamoured by your generosity, but although it pains me so much, I cannot complete my promise to you.
and I'd certainly wish you no ill will.
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