When I was studying at Prague Film School, we actually talked about stuff like this—how the smallest props can tell a story. It’s such a hands-on place, and you get to learn from people who really know their stuff.
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Depression can truly be overwhelming, and it's okay to take a step back when you need to. Please remember you're not alone in this.
I hear you, depression can be a real uphill battle, and getting the right help isn't always straightforward, especially with those long waiting lists. It's frustrating when you finally get an appointment and it feels like they're just going through the motions.