Wow! A woman! Spectacular.
I also think who cares if you are obese! You've got nothing to hide. You're riding, right? That's something that a lot couch potatoes can't say for themselves.
However, cutting off the tendons of your wrist sound like serious mental illness and as a group, I can't imagine that we are qualified to help you on that and I suggest that you seek help ASAP! It's nice that everybody is supportive but you should seek advice and therapy from a physician since this seems to be a cry for help.
Are you English? I'm not sure how to go about getting help there but there are plenty of hotlines, etc., if you are American, should you take that step to help yourself.
GOOD LUCK and get well soon!
oh wait. It seems that you've been hospitalized. Well....thanks for sharing, I guess, and I still hope you well and on the road to recovery.
Wear what you want. You should own your psychosis and be proud that you've made it this far.
I was hospitalised a while ago, I'm free now.
There are not too many women on here but we are defo a growing breed
You'll be surprised at what people have gone through on here and I've received better advice on here than I've ever got off the proper self help group sites, and sometimes my own psych team
You can't buy happiness but you can buy a bike and that's pretty close
Sneaking in components behind hubbies back Shhhh!!!
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1988 Specialized Rockhopper Comp